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The Year We Fell Apart

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In the tradition of Sarah Dessen, this powerful debut novel is a compelling portrait of a young girl coping with her mother's cancer as she figures out how to learn from—and fix—her past mistakes.
Few things come as naturally to Harper as epic mistakes. In the past year she was kicked off the swim team, earned a reputation as Carson High's easiest hook-up, and officially became the black sheep of her family. But her worst mistake was destroying her relationship with her best friend, Declan.

Now, after two semesters of silence, Declan is home from boarding school for the summer. Everything about him is different—he's taller, stronger...more handsome. Harper has changed, too, especially in the wake of her mom's cancer diagnosis.

While Declan wants nothing to do with Harper, he's still Declan, her Declan, and the only person she wants to talk to about what's really going on. But he's also the one person she's lost the right to seek comfort from.

As their mutual friends and shared histories draw them together again, Harper and Declan must decide which parts of their past are still salvageable and which parts they'll have to let go of once and for all.

In this honest and affecting tale of friendship and first love, Emily Martin brings to vivid life the trials and struggles of high school and the ability to learn from past mistakes over the course of one steamy North Carolina summer.
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    • Publisher's Weekly

      October 5, 2015
      Seventeen-year-old Harper Sloan made a lot of mistakes during the past year, and she keeps making them now that summer has started. Word has gotten around that Harper likes to hook up with boys, and she keeps getting entangled with guys who are bad for her self-esteem and her reputation. Then Declan, Harper’s ex and first love, returns home from boarding school for the summer. Harper still longs for him, but life has been hard (she got kicked off the swim team, her mother has breast cancer), and she can’t seem to make the decisions that will get her back to where she wants to be. In a story about forgiveness and survival, debut author Martin takes on tough issues like the fragility of girls’ reputations and the fear of potentially losing a parent. Martin gives Harper a lifeline in Declan, who shows himself to be smart, supportive, and loyal. As these two teens find their way back to each other, readers will hope they can also find something resembling a happy ending. Ages 14–up. Agent: Lara Perkins, Andrea Brown Literary Agency.

    • Kirkus

      October 1, 2015
      Reeling from a reputation-staining episode the previous spring and the news that her mother has breast cancer, Harper is ready to patch things up with Declan, the boyfriend she dumped last fall. Swayed by new friend Sadie, Harper has turned to partying and heavy drinking, along with short, meaningless flings with other boys. In the summer before their senior year, Declan returns from boarding school, where his father sent him after his mother died. Harper's success at convincing Declan that she cares for him is uneven at best. Her old friends watch as she chases the fleeting satisfaction of getting wasted and hooking up and tries to deal with her growing addiction. Martin's insight into the teen psyche is spot-on, capturing the intensely narrow lens through which teens sometimes see the world. Harper's self-focused first-person present tense reveals her complete inability to see beyond her own moment-by-moment interpretation of events. She's easily influenced, makes presumptions about others, and is oblivious to the pain she causes family and friends. Yet even as her behavior pushes boundaries, her self-esteem is so low that she can't see a way out of the path she's headed down and can't put her own actions in perspective. Despite its happy-ish ending, the book makes clear that Harper still has some growing up to do. For readers who crave drama. (Fiction. 13-17)

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    • School Library Journal

      November 1, 2015

      Gr 8 Up-Harper has faced a lot of changes in the last year. Declan, her best friend turned boyfriend, went away to boarding school, and her mother was diagnosed with breast cancer. Harper copes by making a series of bad choices, gaining herself a bad reputation, and losing Declan and her parents' trust. When Declan returns home for the summer, it's up to Harper to face the consequences and put the life she wants back together. The protagonist repeats the same mistakes, but her voice is so clear and her motivations so believable that readers can't help but root for her to succeed. Harper's tendency to stand up for other girls, even when they make choices she's realized don't work for her, is refreshing. Martin skillfully builds tension with the push and pull of Harper and Declan's relationship, which is aided greatly by the depth of Declan's character as more than a object for the heroine to obtain. VERDICT A relatable story about choices and their consequences that will not disappoint fans of Sarah Dessen and Melissa Walker.-Elizabeth Saxton, Tiffin, OH

      Copyright 2015 School Library Journal, LLC Used with permission.

    • The Horn Book

      July 1, 2016
      Last year, Harper's boyfriend, Declan, lost his mother and left for boarding school; unable to cope, Harper chose partying and hook-ups over a long-distance relationship. When Declan returns for the summer, Harper wants to make amends but struggles to give up self-destructive habits. Although Harper is a sympathetic narrator with genuinely conflicted feelings about her choices, the will-they-won't-they romance lacks tension.

      (Copyright 2016 by The Horn Book, Incorporated, Boston. All rights reserved.)

    • Booklist

      November 15, 2015
      Grades 9-12 How can you convince someone to love you when you can't love yourself? Last year Harper's best friend became her boyfriend, only to become her ex. But now that Declan is back from boarding school for the summer, it seems like there's hope of getting their friendship back, but she doesn't dare hope for more. Though a childhood friendship taking an unwise romantic turn is a familiar YA story, Martin does a great job of making Declan and Harper's friendship seem genuine. Her frequent use of childhood flashbacks to establish romantic tension is similar to Jenny Han's To All the Boys I've Loved Before (2014) and E. Lockhart's We Were Liars (2014). She also deftly handles the emotions of a teenage girl who uses casual hookups as an escape. A subplot related to her mother's cancer comes off as contrived and an overly convenient reason for Harper's life's too short mentality. Martin's debut is a solid, nuanced love story that's main failing is taking on too much within one narrative.(Reprinted with permission of Booklist, copyright 2015, American Library Association.)

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  • ATOS Level:4.3
  • Lexile® Measure:630
  • Interest Level:9-12(UG)
  • Text Difficulty:2-3

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